I finally got the blood work that let me know how the naturopathic protocol I’ve undergone since November has been working. I was nervous, and wishful…..
When I opend the lab results, of course I was searching for the range of “normal” …and then saw mine- in red- and over the highest in that spectrum. Right away I dove into the doom pit. I had anticipated a much lower reading.
It took two days to settle down and recognize that the numbers were considerably lower than the first test after surgery…moving in the right direction, but not as fast or far as I wanted. And still in a dangerous zone by medical standards.
I marvel at how I automatically took the low road and how much wrangling I had to do to get myself back in a better space mentally. I am making adjustments to be gentler with myself. To practice the practices. To stay open to the possibilities that have yet to be revealed.
And so it goes. The learning, healing and transformataion continue…..
I meet with my naturopth and we’ll decide where to go from here.